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The ‘I AM’ Within - A message from my Higher Self (7 October 2019).

Hello beloved friends,

I started my writing journey this week completely focused on completing Sananda’s next discourse on 5D Mastery but before that message can successfully come about, it has become crystal-clear to me that this message from Higher Self needs to come first. It is time for us to understand a lot more about the nature of our I AM Presence.

In this channeled message, I will be asking Him to give me a deeper explanation about our multidimensional self, and how it relates to my life mission/purpose for this very important incarnation. Although the answers provided below will be about my own general life path, this message will also be quite relevant to everyone reading this.

Knowing who we are and where we came from, is an important step that cannot be skipped, if our goal is to fully embody our Holy God Self. Lao Tzu, Aristotle and Socrates pretty much had said the same thing in slightly different ways. Knowing thyself is the key to fully becoming a 5D-human; a Crystalline Light Being who is fully awakened to its innate Wisdom, Soul Powers and Unconditionally-Loving nature.

By this phase of my ascension journey I have come to intuitively know a lot of information about my past, present, future and parallel selves, both here on Earth and elsewhere - all living, breathing and walking around in the same eternal, NOW moment. Most of the information came to me in meditations, some came in dreams, some came in the form of immediate, soul-level recognition from simply looking at people’s names, photos or books written by/about them, while other inner knowings were triggered by the people around me/fellow travelers I had met along this ascension journey.

These information often came as ‘stand-alone’ visions, which means, they could be easily accepted as my own (i.e. my ‘direct’ soul experiences) and naturally understood by themselves - e.g. why I chose to play those roles/have those experiences; and what the end results were (whether I had successfully achieved my soul’s objectives by ’playing’ those various life-games). The visions and information received could sometimes be very intense and vivid; enhanced with the full spectrum of either positive/negative emotions coming from either: wonderful, or, challenging lifetimes.

However, so far, these visions acted like independent jigsaw puzzle pieces - they (by themselves) were obviously very interesting to know, but eventually, after receiving so much information, one is beginning to have a longing to finally see and understand the whole, fully integrated, gigantic picture that sums up the total aspects of my Self - the Multidimensional, Unlimited I AM. In other words, I have now arrived at a point in life where I can no longer continue with my fragmented, limited understanding about my Higher Self.

The more I learned about various aspects of my individualized I AM Presence currently running around within the infinite number of physical realities, across many dimensions, living through many time periods on many planets (not just Earth) in various galaxies throughout the Multiverse, the more I get curious about Soul Genealogy - the Origin, Lineage and Themes of my soul.

This avid curiosity growing within the hearts of many people is completely expected; it is perfectly in line with what we are going through right now as an ascending soul who is undergoing a convergence process of the many aspects of its multidimensional self, into the one, NOW moment.

Knowing our soul’s origin, lineage and themes and, how they are connected to our Ascension journey in this lifetime is invaluable. It can help us to raise our consciousness high above our perceived weaknesses and the challenges we are facing right now. Allowing us to successfully transcend all repetitive 3D patterns that were originally created in the connecting (usually past) lifetime - dealing with them at the level of their root cause.

Those of you here who have been following my channeled messages for awhile, you have been naturally attracted to my creative work mostly due to our innate similarities. Old souls that we are, we had walked hundreds of different life paths on Earth, and countless more elsewhere.

And now that those life paths had often been revealed to us, what is next? What do we do with all information given by our I AM? How did those experiences define who we are right now? Who are we supposed to be next? How will those experiences help us in becoming whoever we wish to be next, in our everlasting desire as a soul to constantly create and expand ourselves anew?

This message will attempt to satisfy much of my own curiosity. It will once again be written in a Q & A format since I have a lot of questions to ask - however, an intention will be set to leave it open for any unasked, but relevant important information to come through for us as well.

And for those of you here who consider yourselves to be at the early stages of your spiritual awakening/higher understanding/ascension path, I would recommend reading the following highly relevant article first, before continuing below to read this channeled message from my Higher Self.

‘The Multidimensional Self: The Soul, Oversoul and Beyond’ by Jeff Street.

The above article will serve as a good foundation to prep you for this journey of deeper Self-exploration. Without further ado, let’s get started!

Sending you all many blessings of Love, Light & Gratitude. Namaste.



'My love, you know that I have been using the following terms: Higher Self, the I AM, the God-Self, Holy Christ Self, Over-Soul, Soul, Source interchangeably - following inspiration from within, as to which one is the most suitable to use in any given situation. Can you please shed more light for us all as to the exact meanings, the roles and/or the differences between these terms, so that we understand more?'

Higher Self:

'The above article that you have recommended for everyone to read serves as a good starting point to help people understand the complex nature of their multidimensional selves. Before I start giving you more information on the terms used above, it is important to once again remind you, that ALL is ONE.

Before We start ‘separating‘ ourselves using these terms in your highly-restrictive human language, it is crucial for you to remember that there is never any separation between you and everyone/everything else that you can see, sense, touch, smell or hear, and all aspects of your multidimensional selves (past, present and future).

Today, Our aim is to help you all to successfully comprehend the magnitude and grandeur of both the: Universal and Individualized I AM, within this message.

Definitely not an easy task for us to do, dear ones. Since all of you reading this are in many ways still limited:

1) in your understanding of the greatness of who you really are,

2) by your strong perception of Separation (from those outside of yourselves) and,

3) by your 3D linear perception of time.

Those of you here, who have been awakened for quite awhile, may perhaps disagree with Our observations above - by thinking that it’s been quite awhile since you have grown much in your understanding of all the above. You might even say to Us, that nowadays, you are no longer questioning your own greatness; you have been feeling so united with everything/everyone you see daily; and that your perception of Time has now become more 5D than 3D. We agree that you have all indeed changed, evolved and raised your conscious understanding to higher levels. But this is a gradual process that needs more time until everyone on planet earth is at the same level of understanding.

For example, if you truly understand the greatness of who you really are, why did most of you here often feel defeated by your existing life challenges; or feel scared/uncertain by any major change happening in your life? Do you not know/deeply understand that your inner, God-Self actually thrives in the face of challenges and looks at them with excitement, enthusiasm and gratitude for their appearance in your physical reality? These challenges are the ‘life-games’ that you had set for yourselves, and without their presence in your lives, you would all be feeling totally bored with physical life on Earth.

If you truly understand that nothing is ever separate from yourselves, why do all of you here occasionally still have conflicts/arguments with others, for example when something in your life is not going well? Is there anyone in your life right now who deserves more love, compassion, patience, respect or kindness from you? Knowing that you are them, and that they are you - All is One. And why do a lot of people treat other living beings with either: intolerance, indifference, violence or cruelty?

For example, do you really not know, loved ones, that animals die by the millions every day across the world? What about you - what is your role right now in relation to this? Are you everyday, directly or indirectly, contributing to their sufferings? If so, will you be willing to permanently release all resistance to your Higher Self, and let go of your mental/emotional need to consume your favorite comfort foods - those which are made from various animals products? Please remember that eventually, when there is no demand, there will be no supply. And if you still believe that you can only get protein from animal products, is now perhaps the time for you to abandon that false, 3D belief?

You only have to take the time to gaze deeply into the eyes of every single animal that you see, to find ‘yourself’ in them; or, to fall deeply in love with them. Your heart - your powerful barometer of Truth, will be able to tell you, all that you need to know about your Indisputable Oneness with all members of the Animal Kingdom.

Animals have unfortunately been long regarded as an inferior species; as products, assets, or livestock - this has been a globally accepted practice on Earth for thousands of years, ever since mankind’s historic fall to lower levels of consciousness. It is a practice that a lot of light-workers are working hard every day to change - something that is more easily done now that more and more people are being awakened by the energies of Divine Love bathing the planet daily. The current acceptable practice of treating animals as inferior to humans, is actually very similar to what many Germans living in wartime Nazi Germany did back then. A lot of Germans back then truly believed that the Jews were an inferior race, and thus, it was completely okay to practice ethnic cleansing.

Remember loved ones, that True right or wrong (under God), depends on what is actually acceptable under Divine Cosmic Laws of: Love, Harmony, and Karma - as Portia & Pallas Athena had explained in their recent message through Adele. For becoming higher-dimensional also means complete adherence to those Sacred Laws of God - the laws that govern all embodied souls living in higher-dimensional environments where: Love, Peace, Freedom & Unity prevail.

Loved ones, it is never Our intention to criticize you today for your past, or current actions/habits by bringing this potentially-sensitive topic up - for you all have the free will to do what you wish with your lives. However, we know that most of you reading this are serious about mastering yourself; mastering life/energy and, ascending to 5D.

And thus today, We have decided not to mince Our words - for a more direct approach is much needed here. Loved ones, if you are truly serious, passionate and committed about embodying your Higher Self (i.e. about successfully completing your Ascension to 5D), it is time for you to examine, question and change every single remaining habit, programming or, pattern of behavior that betrays your Sacred Goal of becoming one with your all-loving and all-powerful God Self.

Releasing all resistance, persistence and self-discipline are the keys to help you create Greater Momentum of spiritual growth and life mastery. Unless of course, if you prefer to be on this Ascension journey as though you are constantly applying the brakes when driving your car - by moving forward and then stopping continuously - in the end, if you were to keep that up, you’ll end up getting nowhere.

To be a Light-worker means to be spreading the Light; to be consistently creating powerful movements of Love wherever you are - these should be reflected in everything that you do daily. In other words loved ones, it is time for all of you reading this, to truly step up into your life missions as: Role Models, Emissaries of Heaven, or Ambassadors of Love, Light, Peace and Unity, by your very own examples.

Creating Heaven-on-Earth starts with you!

After all, the only way you can successfully change the world, is by changing yourselves.

For if you think that you have the power to change someone, you may want to think again. No one is able to make another person change, especially when great resistance is present. You can pressure someone to change, and if they were to seemingly yield to your demands, they may then proceed to do the same things again behind your back one day in the future. Their changes will most probably be temporary ones.

True change and the permanent release of all limiting habits/behavior, can only start from within.

Lastly, if you have begun to truly understand that linear time is one of the biggest illusions on 3D Earth, why are you often wasting your days by either: worrying about the future, or, dwelling on the past that you cannot change? What will it take, for you to focus your efforts so that no matter what happens, you will always be anchored in the NOW moment?

It is time for you to stop putting too much pressure on yourself, or, to start loving yourself and loving your life a lot more than what you have been doing thus far.

Beloved, for if you truly love yourself, you will not be constantly subjecting yourselves/your lower bodies to: stressful, discordant thoughts and feelings about your past, present, or future.

By always living in the NOW, you are in fact actively choosing to be a powerful Creator, instead of choosing to be a victim of your circumstances. Remaining anchored in the NOW can be as easy as breathing. All it takes is a strong declaration to self, to always be perfectly aligned (in your daily thoughts, words, feelings and actions) to the Mighty I AM Within.

Let us now go back to Adele’s first question. As requested, We will now give you a detailed explanation of the following terms.

1) Higher Self/Over-Soul/Soul/Source:

Whenever people use the term ‘Higher Self’, they are (most of the time) referring to the ‘Light Being-in-Charge’ of their evolution as an incarnated soul.

You can refer to this Light Being perhaps as the: President (simply borrowing the terms used in Company Hierarchies to better explain the role of your Higher Self), Overseer or, Supreme Governor.

This Light-Being lovingly plans, manages, oversees and governs your entire spiritual evolution journey for ALL of your physical incarnations, everywhere throughout the Multiverse.

This Mighty Light-Being is of course, YOU.

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HIERARCHY OF A SOUL - Soul Lineage/Soul Family Tree (Copyright 2020 - Raphael's Healing Space)

It is the Highest (in your Soul Lineage) aspect of your Self who is part of a bigger group (containing other Higher Selves) that is the First-Split or, the Original Sparks of Source.

Your own Higher Self can also be referred to as the: ‘Parent’, ‘Leader’, or, ‘Head Honcho’ of its own line of many more Smaller-Sparks of Source (e.g. the Over-Souls, the individualized I AM, the Soul).

Let us now briefly refer to Jeff’s article - it was definitely correct for him to use the terms ‘Higher Self’ and ‘Over-Soul’ interchangeably. He was right for using these two terms, for all levels of self, all the way up to and including, Source (highlighted in yellow in Jeff’s illustration - please see below).

There is really no need for you all to know the exact number of Higher Selves, Soul Groups, Over-Souls, Soul Extensions, or Souls participating on Earth right now, or, how many you have (for each level of existence within the pyramid) specifically belonging to your Soul Lineage. These numbers change constantly, since your Higher Self (and by extension, Source) is always on an Eternal journey of Expansion and Creation.

We often talked about a ’young-soul’ vs. a ’highly-evolved-soul’ in several messages before. A young soul can be likened to a ‘young tree/sapling’. It has all the appearances of a tree (complete with leaves, twigs, branches and trunk) but it is short and relatively small, in comparison to a highly-evolved-soul that can perhaps be likened to the famous, gigantic ‘General Sherman’ sequoia tree in California, USA.

As the young-soul grows and collects more physical life experiences, in its eternal journey to expand, challenge and experience itself, its Light-Spark naturally becomes bigger, stronger and ‘mightier’ (coming from the accumulated weight of physical life experiences under its belt) until one day, it successfully completes its journey back to Source.

A journey that can take millions of physical incarnations to master: Self, Energy, and the 12 Sacred Rays of God - up to the Highest Levels of Creation.

'The Multidimensional Self: The Soul, Oversoul and Beyond’ by: Jeff Street

At the Soul Group level, splits occur usually due to the ’Major Themes’ that your Higher Self wishes to explore, create, experience, or master, on the physical plane of existence. For example, one Soul Group aims to master the Violet Ray of Freedom and Transformation. Another Soul Group belonging to your Higher Self aims to master the Pink Ray of Love, and thus the long list continues.

The Over-Soul aspect of yourself is the one who monitors all of your incarnations within a specific, localized area of the Universe (e.g. those within the Milky Way galaxy).

Your Over-Soul is in charge of making sure all of your physical incarnations in that area, are moving along (more or less) as planned.

You can also compare the Over-Soul’s role to that of a Department Head (please refer back to the pyramid illustration above) who is then completely in charge of all the Supervisors/Team Leaders and the Employees within that department.

Your Over-Soul then splits into several Individualized Souls (i.e. a number of ‘different’ I AM Presences) - and all of these Souls are still a part of your Higher Self.

Please note, Source is ultimately the GOD-Parent of ALL Higher Selves currently in existence. Although in the above simplified illustrations, Source was placed at the top of the pyramid, it is more accurate to say that Source is the whole pyramid itself.

There is no level, or, sub-levels of existence (e.g. within the pyramid) where Source is not.

If we were to liken one particular pyramid with one tree within the forest - this tree will then represent your Higher Self; your Soul’s Family Tree/Lineage. All the leaves on your tree represent the many physical incarnations experienced by your Higher Self.

The trees standing next to you, are other Higher Selves; other Original-Sparks of Source.

The forest itself represents the entirety of the Great I AM; the SOURCE of ALL-in-Existence - it also represents the entire Kingdom of Heaven (on all planes, all dimensions, and all realities within the Multiverse).

The next level down the pyramid, i.e. ’Direct Supervisor/Team Leader’ level, represents the Individualized I AM Presence (known as the Soul) who is in charge of all your incarnations within an even smaller; more localized section of the Universe. For example, one aspect of your Soul is perhaps in charge of the Earth experience; a different aspect of your Soul is in charge of the Pleiadian experience, etc. - and the long list continues.

The Soul Extensions as per Jeff’s illustration above, can represent the many different areas of exploration, within your own direct, Soul Group’s Theme that your Higher Self wishes to master, express or create - in that localized section of the Universe.

For example, if your Soul directly belongs to a Soul Group that aims to express or master the Violet Ray of Freedom, one particular Soul Extension may be focused on mastering the Freedom of Expression; another Soul Extension is perhaps exploring Freedom from Slavery; another is exploring Financial Freedom; and yet another is focused on exploring Freedom from Dictators/Ruling Authorities who have reigned with Absolute Power, etc.

By now, you can simply just use your imaginations to understand the gigantic scope of your Multidimensional Self. All levels of your Soul Governance/Hierarchy, are obviously interconnected and act as ONE.

Information constantly flows in both directions, up and down the hierarchy of a soul, to help each embodied soul within the entire Soul-Family-Tree makes the most out of each incarnation.

The division, or, the delegation of different ‘management’ tasks between the various levels of a soul’s hierarchy is at the micro-level, a mirror reflection of the bigger number of Divisions/Levels/Councils within Heaven’s Hierarchy (looking after the ever-expanding Kingdom of Heaven at the macro, Universe/Super-Universe levels).

If an individual ever requested for assistance from the Ascended Masters/Angelic Host for something that is not <